I Heart Working

I do. I really love working. It was a long day, though, and there’s still so much to do. This is a big heart.


There’s definitely a learning curve to painting on….a big heart. The paint doesn’t flow off the brush like it usually does on a canvas surface, and it takes a lot more paint to cover the area completely. Of course, part of that might be because it’s a really big heart.

Another thing to note, when standing in front of the super three dimensional part, it’s virtually impossible to discern what’s what of the design I sketched. So, I’ve been looking at the heart reflection in the mirror (see photograph) to make sure that the design is going where it needs to go.

Bread to Thrive

Why Evelyn Gibson ever trusted us is beyond me. We were 21, newly married, newly pregnant, barely able to afford first and last months rent while we looked for work that just wasn’t available in California at the time. Reese passed by her store, Gibson’s Natural Living every day on his walk to the temp agency. Every now and then he would get temporary work, and we would hurry to buy groceries. Groceries at the time consisted of a large bag of grapefruit, peanut butter, a chunk of cheese, and tortillas. We would come home to our one bedroom bungalow duplex and put the groceries in the cooler. We didn’t even have a refrigerator.

One day, on his way home from not finding work at the temp agency, Reese stopped in Evelyn’s store. She was demonstrating the wonders of the Magic Mill wheat grinder and the Bosch mixer. She was baking bread, cinnamon rolls, pizza crust, grating cheese, all kinds of wonderful things with this amazing machine. Reese came home and got me for the next demonstration, partially because Evelyn handed out free samples at the end, and we were hungry. But really, Reese was sold on the healthful benefits of fresh bread made with freshly ground wheat berries.

Over the course of a month or so, we became friends with Evelyn, but other than friendship, there was nothing else in California to keep us there. We heard that there were jobs to be had in Houston so we went to the store one last time to say good bye. To our surprise, Evelyn was offering us an incredible deal on the Bosch mixer and Magic Mill wheat grinder. Even with the deep discount, at 800 or 900 dollars, it was WAY out of our price range. Evelyn was insistent that we take the machines with us…along with a 50 pound bag of wheat berries. Part of her reasoning was that if I ate freshly ground whole wheat bread, our baby would be healthy. We could barely afford a $20 down payment. What was Evelyn thinking? We were moving halfway across the country in our 1950 Chevrolet panelwagon (named Lucille)….she would never see us again. She said, “That’s OK, you just send me a dollar a month if that’s all you can afford until you pay it off. I want your baby to be healthy.”

Sure enough, Reese and I had a beautiful healthy baby girl, and another one, and another one, and another one…all while Reese baked and I ate our wonderful fresh bread.

Months later, when our first IRS refund check came in the mail, we sent Evelyn the final payment for the bread making machines. To this day, I thank God for Evelyn Gibson. (Reese still bakes our good bread and I still feel like it’s a luxury to eat it. In fact, he made a fresh batch on Monday night. Yum.)

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Tilly has been responding extremely well to training. Our leashed walks are enjoyable 80% of the time. (She still pulls a bit.) She is remarkably obedient upon correction. (For instance, I corrected her once for jumping on the counter the first week we had her and she hasn’t done it since….) She has learned to fetch instead of playing keep away. She walks into her crate at night without fuss — all good things. So, without thinking twice, when Anna and I walked to the farmer’s market yesterday, it didn’t even occur to me to crate her for the 30 minutes (or less) that we would be gone.

When Anna and I got home with bags full of fresh produce, both dogs were at the front door to greet us — so sweet. We are teaching Tilly to calm herself before we pet her, so after a moment of ignoring her, she sat and waited to be pet. (Good girl!) Skipper, however, was more than his usual neurotic jumpy self. He was noisy, wiggly, and completely underfoot.

Because Anna needed to be somewhere, I started cooking supper right away forgoing Tilly’s late afternoon walk after which comes dog supper. It wasn’t until dinner preparations were well under way that I noticed….a half eaten loaf of fresh baked bread on the floor just outside the kitchen. Arthritic Skipper can’t jump on the kitchen counter…..I called Tilly to the kitchen to fuss at her. The look in her eyes was more like, “Oh, you’re praising me? I like this game. I must be good at something. What? You like me, right?” It amused me; I had to turn away to keep from bursting into laughter, so Anna started scolding her. Anna went on and on with a finger wagging bad girl Tilly don’t jump on the counter don’t eat people food….etc, and still Tilly just looked at her thinking that she was being praised. Just as Anna asked, “Did you eat the bread?”….Tilly (with her eyes) answered, “Bread? What bread?”….and then Tilly let out a long, low-toned, big dog burp.


I think that Skipper, in his neurotic wiggly greeting when we got home from the farmer’s market, was really trying to tattletale on Tilly.

To be fair, the Amazing Reese’s freshly ground whole wheat bread is delicious, and most likely good for Tilly….but we certainly don’t want her jumping on the kitchen counter and eating people food. Guess she’s not quite as well trained as I thought.

Everything’s in Bloom….

Even though I have a lot to do to get the big heart ready for its official debut in a few weeks, it’s hard to resist the blossoms in the yard right now. This is another quince, which is in full bloom in the garden. This painting is 9″ x 12″ oil on linen. (I might HAVE to paint the redbud tree tomorrow. It’s absolutely glorious.)


The red on the big heart is just an undercoat for the real painting, which I’ll start any day now….depending on whether or not I can resist those redbud trees. 🙂

The Process

Years ago, at the suggestion (prodding) of a few friends, I started this blog as a way to talk about the artistic process. Several years after that, at the suggestion (prodding) of another friend, I started adding everyday stories to mix it up a little as the artistic process gets quite boring at times. This is one of those times.

The big heart that was delivered on Tuesday is commanding a huge amount of studio floor space, air space, and space in my brain. Before it was delivered, I had a really brilliant idea of how and what to paint on it. After seeing it, however, that idea flew out of my head like a butterfly caught in a hurricane. It has taken the better part of the week to sketch and draw idea after idea hoping for another lightbulb moment of inspiration.

Sometimes during this phase of an art project, I’ll tone the canvas with a relatively neutral undercoat so that the surface isn’t stark white….just to do something. But it just so happens that the big heart was coated with interior paint, so someone came over here yesterday and repainted it with exterior paint….and this being humid Houston and all, the big heart is still not dry. More than 24 hours later it’s damply sticky. Which means that one more day goes by without putting color on this big heart….which is both good and bad. It’s good because hopefully I can refine the heart design and perhaps fully map out what to do. It’s bad because I work in oils. Oil paints take longer to dry than acrylics. On top of that, this big heart will need some sort of finishing coat on it to protect it from the elements, as, when all is said and done, it will most likely live outdoors. All of these steps take time. Time. Time! This project needs to be fully, completely, and in all ways finished and delivered by March 21st. Yikes.

That was the boring art process story…..


This is the fun art story. Since the big heart project is on pseudo hold, I took time to paint the quince blossoms from the back yard. It’s such a happy little bush when it blooms. This is an 8″ x 8″ oil on canvas.

Heart Delivery


Be still my beating heart. As the Amazing Reese always says, it’s not nervousness, it’s nervous excitement.

Hmm, no surprise here, but I’m a little fuzzy on the particulars of this project. All I remember from the phone conversation is that the painted heart will be donated to some event for the American Heart Association. It’s an extreme honor to have been asked to be a guest artist for the event, whatever it is.

The heart (to be painted by yours truly) is six feet tall including the pedestal and rolling base. The painting surface of the heart part is over three feet tall and three feet wide.

Better put on my thinking cap and get busy. It needs to be completed by March 21st. That’s only one short month away.

Progress…

Tilly caught her first fish today. I was amazed, proud, and slightly disappointed all at the same time. Poor little fish.

Tilly pulls when we go for walks so this week we’ve been focusing on leash manners. All of the dog training advice says to keep changing direction when the dog starts pulling. We change direction so often that we end up walking in circles. I get dizzy.

Yesterday, I strategically placed lawn chairs in the back yard so that we could practice her following my lead without the distractions of being on the front sidewalk. We walked in and around the chairs over and over again. We do all right together until she sees a squirrel.

This afternoon Tilly was on her leash tethered to the lawn furniture while Hilary and I worked in the front yard. She chewed clean through her leash….twice. Her actions can’t have anything to do with leash manner training….can they?

Tilly is napping at my feet as I type this. When she sleeps she relaxes. When she’s relaxed, she toots. Right now it STINKS in here. Guess what just happened.

In addition to all of the Tilly training, I did take time to paint. “Big Trees” is both true to life and filled with imagination, if that makes sense. It was the neighbors trees that I wanted to paint, not the cars, houses, and trash cans around it. So after the tree shape was corrected, I took the painting to the studio. and then had fun with the rest of it. This painting might actually be finished. I’ll let it sit for a week and then decide.

There was also time to work on chores. (House repair chore — replace two tiles in bathroom and re-attach towel bar — done.)

Something Fishy

If this sounds like a crazy lady fish story….it is. I’ve trained the little gold fishes in our back yard pond to come when I call. (Here fishy fishy.) They are so friendly and not at all afraid when I put my hand in the water to pet them. Yes, I literally pet my fishes….AND talk to them. They like me.

Naturally, since the fish are so tame, if anyone (or anything) comes to say “hi” the fish gather at the surface to pass along greetings as well. Lately, the neighborhood cats have discovered the fish pond. The fish population has dwindled in the last few months from 15 healthy fish to five fish in various states of health. Some of the fish have completely disappeared (been eaten) and others been swatted by fish predators (cats) and now feebly drift along the bottom of the pond. It’s so sad.

The Amazing Reese knew how distressed I’ve been about the poor fishes. For Valentine’s Day, gave me a dozen little goldfish. I couldn’t have been happier. He looked at me very seriously and said, “Now, please let me know how your new pet fish are getting along in the pond.” Bless his heart. He KNOWS.

Poodles were originally bred to be water dogs, and when trained are highly efficient water retrievers. The day before yesterday, Tilly started noticing the goldfish in the pond. She’s endlessly fascinated by them, and has spent hours watching them and running around the pond. She sticks the length of her nose in the water and blows bubbles at the fish. It’s adorable. Because she’s a water dog — and honestly at this point I’m surprised that she hasn’t jumped in the pond — Tilly started playfully pawing at them. Uh oh. To the newly injured little gold fish limping at the bottom of the pond, I’m guessing that it wasn’t so playful. But, at a dollar or so a dozen, we can keep the pond stocked with fish out the wazoo and Tilly can be the water dog she was created to be. Only, I guess these new fish recruits might not become my pets….oh well.


The weather was perfect yesterday for plein air painting. After working on the painting in the studio one day last week it was nice to be outside again. The painting is very incomplete — not even close to being finished — but since this was originally designed to be an art blog and not a Tilly blog, I thought that it best to throw in some art references.


Weekly chore update : replace outlet covers in living room and study — done.

For Reese

Roses are yellow
Carnations are pink
I love a big fellow
who never wears pink

Sunflowers, poppies
iris and daisy
my love for this man
is borderline crazy

By that I mean it
grows and it grows
like flowers in summer
and pinkish primrose

It’s Valentine’s Day
but it feels like another
Fourth of July
my heart’s all a flutter

My heart skips a beat
when he walks in the room
26 years and
our love still in bloom

What will we do
tonight for each other
Loving for ever
sweet nothings to utter

I cannot express
in one silly poem
suffice it to say
my heart is your home.

A daisy is white
a rose sure smells sweet
Let’s have a bite
of something to eat.

P.S.

Thanks for the dog
I sure do like Tilly
and thanks for the house
I mean it. Yes, really.

Thanks for the hard work
and loving me still,
thanks for our daughters
thanks for the thrills.

Thanks for the fun times
thanks for the sad
thanks for the life
together we’ve had.

Winter Weather Wimp

After sitting on the front patio for all of a minute to see if it was pleasant enough to work on the Big Trees painting, it was definitely too cold and windy. I opted to work inside instead. There is plenty to do on the business side of art, but I was in the mood for something more a bit more fun. Naturally enough, (for me anyway) thoughts turned to another creative outlet — cooking.

Having written about roast chicken before, I searched this blog for a link to the recipe. Is it not a little bit strange that because I’m a winter weather wimp, it was almost exactly a year ago that I cooked my first roast chicken?

Big Trees

Wanting to stay home but still paint, I opted to set up on the front patio and paint the view of our neighbor’s enormous live oak trees. Since it was the weekend and the Amazing Reese was home, there was considerable added benefit of being close to loved ones, a warm house, snacks, and a restroom.

At 30″ x 30″, this is by far the largest painting I’ve attempted en plein air. That’s a lot of surface area to cover and with the unwavering predictability of the earth’s rotation and therefore the constant changing shadows of the sun, it was difficult to “complete” the painting in one go. Plus, at about this point in the painting, when Reese decided to take Tilly for a walk, I quickly and without hesitation dropped everything to join them.


My artist cue on this one is influenced by Paul Cézanne. From what I’ve read of his painting habits, when he painted en plein air, he would go back to the same location and paint the same scene on the same canvas day after day until he got it right. Since the set up for this painting is literally in my front yard, hopefully there will be ample time to work on it this week until it’s right.